Today my boyfriend and I went to the next level;)

He held me up when I tripped and almost fell. Uh oh.

Going on week 2. Is it okay to fear teen pregnancy now? Oh wait.

Michaela says,

Time to get a purity ring? Add A “no kissing or touching” ring to that too. Just to cover my bases. Mhm.

I love that feeling you get when you’re lost in someone’s eyes. That warm feeling, that smile that radiates through you. How you can look in their eyes and just KNOW they’re looking at you, and really seeing you.
Michaela Says,
I’m obsessed with eye contact.
Let me get lost in you.

Like I’m drowning.
Time to fake smile, and pretend to feel what I’m not feeling.

It’s like I’m dragging my feet. Like in a dream when you can’t run fast enough, or run at all, as much as you try.
What have I gotten myself into?
It’s as if everyone told me what I wanted, so I started to believe it. Do I really want this?
How can I be with someone, when he won’t even kiss me?
How can I be with someone when he won’t touch me at all?
How can I be with someone, when I feel no different today, than I did yesterday?
How am I supposed to feel?
Michaela Says,
This is so typical of me.

Hot & Cold

Yes & No

In & Out

Up & Down

You’re practically a Katy Perry song.

I don’t know what you’re thinking, and I’m not sure if I want to.

Michaela Says,

I know I’m an iffy person. I mean, let’s be honest.

But…I’m turning that around. That’s my new years resolution Life Style. Time to get everything into place, I’m tired of feeling like an awful person all the time. New year, new mistakes, new dreams, new friends. Not a new me, but definitely a new beginning.

Isn’t all that bad. Once you get there, I mean. The trip is hard as hell, the changes are almost unbearable. But in the end, you find yourself, find strength you never knew you had, and find that sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. It’s scary, but it’s worth it.
Michaela Says,
Dallas is just a hop a jump and a skip away. Good luck, Lindsie. I can’t wait to see you smile again.

People make mistakes.

I hurt people without meaning to. I swear I have the best intentions.

All I can say, is I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.

Mostly I’m sorry that “I’m sorry” isn’t enough.

I didn’t realize I was hurting you.

How can things go so wrong, so easily?

What bothers me the most, was it was a lose-lose situation. I was going to hurt someone. And I never wanted to make that decision. But that’s no excuse.

Please don’t hate me.